I changed?

Long time never update our blog d neh lao po....
Our blog were always happy and sweet sweet....
But after quite a long time we never update this, i am going to post something which is abit sad...

As title mentioned....
I Changed??
Honestly, myself also doubting bout this question....
I am trying to ask myself, Am i Leonard Lim??? "OF COURSE YOU ARE"
I asked myself again, Am i the real Leonard Lim??? same answer coming out again"OF COURSE YOU ARE"
I asked myself continuously with the same question, i found out that i am still Leonard Lim....
BUT..............................................I am the Leonard Lim with a bad tempered nowadays......
Although bad tempered are always with me since i was small, but it became worst and worst....
Even my lao po also beh tahan me already...
OH MY GOD LEONARD LIM!!!!!!
I know its really hard to live together with some one who are very hot tempered.....
I know hows the feeling....in this moment i feel very very regret and also disappointed to myself....
I really don't know how to control myself...
I just can't stand with any pressure....
I will get angry easily when there are pressure on me...
I really hope i can change...
I really trying so hard to change...
BUT....WHY CANT THIS PROBLEM GOING AWAY FROM ME?!
I remembered last week my i heard from my dad's friend about being angry kills alot of cells in our brain....
After i heard this, i was trying to think and imagining...
I believe that what he said are true as we know everyone will angry and when we are angry...we can't make a good decision....we cant determine which is good which is bad....WHY? because there are thousands or even millions of cells are killing by us...After he told me this, i realize that we must cut down the chance for us to be angry...But i found out that is really very hard to stop ourself from being angry...When things happened we will just automatically gone angry which is uncontrollable...
At the end, i really felt so so so so sorry to my baby with what i had done which make you unhappy and sad....Im trying to control myself nowadays...Im really trying so hard!!!!
I love you baby!!!I really do!!!I am willing to do whatever changes that suits you because i really can't live without you my dear!!!!I LOVE YOU!!!!!

Lao Gong

Neway!!

We went to Neway for sing k together...
We get The room no.1!! xD
First time u look at me and sing the "lum" song!
First time we hugging each other and singing song...
First time we..................privacy....=p

Dear...
I really miss the time when we been together.
I wish to hug hug you as tight as i could.
I wish to massage massage for you when you're tired.
I wish to kiss kiss u.
I wish we can holding hand hand.

I wish to see you!

and i wish the time can rewind to that time.
I miss you badly!! hmm...mwaks!

We took so many photos.

I wish next time we can take as more as we could!^^

I LovE You ya.....mwaks!

stephy

19th Birthday sweet~~~

Long time never update our blog already....
Here come some updates.....

12th of September...........

Went out with my lao po to Pavilion for celebrating my birthday.....
We watched a movie at around 11something....
First time sitting couple seat....
Hug hug my lao po tight tight while watching the movie....
The movie ends at around 1 something and we went to Bukit Bintang Jogoya to take lunch with my friends....
It was a wonderful day which i ever in my life....
Lao po....i really do miss u alots~~~
i promised i will accompany by ur side on your coming 18th birthday!!
i love you!!!!

Backed to today.....

8th of October.....

I can still remember 8th of April, the day we get together.
Think back its really funny as we started very fast after we knew each other.
As time passed, we have been passed through alots of things.
And of course we get to know each other more and more.
Its really just a wink of eye and we had been together for half year.
Half year is neither a long time nor short.
Seriously, i do enjoy this half year when we are together and i know you do so.
I can sure we will have more happiness as time goes on since we still got a long way to go.
one year.....one and a half year....two years.....two and a half years.......until we get old!
No matter what happened i also wont let go your hand,
I will hold ur hand as tight as i could to walk through every path of our life!
As i promised you, i will try my best to give u a better life in the future.
I will work as hard as i could get whatever you wish to have.
I will bring you traveling all around the world to places you like to go.
We will have our family, our house, our cars and of course our babies!
Lao po
I LOVE YOU!
MWAKS!!!

Leonard

Sweet Sweet Donuts??

First time making this.....

looks not really nice but its full of my sincerity and love....

Its special for the special one in my life.....

I think everyone noes its special for who rite?haha

If other peoples dunno but i can sure YOU will noe....hehe....mwaks...

Lao po lao po......
next week can go out with you already......
yeah....so miss lao po neh....hmmmm...
mwaks...
i love you!!!!

Love euu...

although it's not very nice...

but it's in my drawer...

so i everyday can see it...not even me...

all my classmate will see it too...=p

perhaps it's ordinary for others...

but for me it's totally different...

i can feel warm and felicity when i saw it...xixi...mwaks

lao gong...I Love You! mwaks...

Relaxing XD

Finally my assignentSSSS settled......
Finally i got time to accompany my dear lao po....hehe....

But my exam is coming already gotta study already....
But i still will accomapany my lao po more and more....hehe....

Lao po Lao po....
Sorry for cant accompany u much this few days....
Finally i finished my assignments already.....
i will accompany u more.......hehe......


老婆
下半生 我也要继续爱你
我永远爱你!!!!

Replying Message....XD

Lao Po: Happy 107 days to my hubby...mwaks
Lao Gong: Happy 108 days to my wiffy...mwaks

Lao Po: I thought he can sleep with me last night.But he was busying with his assignment.
Lao Gong : Sorry la my dear, no choice ma...have to done my assignment first....from tonights onwards lao gong promise u to sleep together with you lor!Mwaks...!!

Lao Po: I thought tonight can skype with him.But he went to his friend's birthday party right now.
Lao Gong: Sorry again lao po, its was a sudden, my fren called and asked me to go for his birthday party as i promised him to go last year. Now we are on skype chatting norh...hehe...mwaks....

Lao Po: lao gong...I miss you badly! =[
Lao Gong: lao po...I miss you badly too although i was out...mwaks....

Lao Po: though this whole week you are busying with something.but don't get tired, ok?must sleep earlier at night.must drink more water.must rest more.and one more important...must miss me owh...kay?!! blek
Lao Gong: I will la lao po...Dun worry me kay? You must sleep early too neh...dun becoz lao gong gotta do assignment cant sleep with you then dun sleep also o....k? must drink more more water and eat bao bao!! Lao gong will miss u de la....hehe....you must miss lao gong too o...hehe...mwaks...

Lao Po: hope you fast fast complete your assignment..mwaks
Lao Gong: I will try my best to finish it up as soon as possible so that i can accompany my lao po you more! k?mwaks....lao gong love you o!!!!mwaks


Lao Po Lao Po......
I noe i cant accompany you much recently.....
But i will try my best to finish up my assignments.....
my preparation for my coming Final....
So that i can accompany lao po more....kay?
i will miss u badly too lao po!!!
i love u!!
mwaks.....


Your Lao Gong......